Hello everyone.  I am in stage one of my life overhaul. 

I have a lot that I need to change about me and my life.  I need to learn to take it down a notch, to be more patient, to listen more, to respond less.  I met someone today who would have been very good for me as far as being a member of a Board of Directors if I were to start something up again, but my impulsiveness and lack of business etiquette turned him off.

 I wasn't always this way, but with the legal system I learned that it doesn't really matter what is written that just like anything the Bible, etc. the laws can be manipulated, promoted, and interpreted to be something completely different.  He advised me that I was the person in need and I guess because I am the needy person, my opinion and voice should not be heard. 

I understand but I don't know if my mind and spirit agrees with that.  I will probably never have to worry about him contacting me again. 

In other news, I was so angry and a little perturbed about a situation today that I found myself cutting off. I'm tired and just want to turn myself off to go to sleep.